May 24, 09

You know what the worst/best part of breaking up is...starting over...Well starting over is good because you have a fresh start and the freedom to do as you please there is a negative side to starting over. If you're still in love with you ex starting over means going on without them and at first this seems like a horrible thing. I mean you're in love with someone who doesn't love you back. That has to be the WORST feeling in the world...but moving on is not impossible it's just gonna take some time to do. So instead of focusing on what you lost you have to focus on the future and find the positives because if you don't you will only remain in the depressed and sorrow filled state of mind and what good does that do you...

As you can tell this is my outlet for gettin over my break up and I will probably post everyday for the first week. I refuse to remain in this funk that I'm currently in and this is gonna help me find my way out...I'm supposed to give him back his stuff tomorrow and I'm not really lookin forward to it. Granted it was my idea I'm still not looking forward to it but I understand that this is something that needs to be done. We've been in each others lives since our freshman year in high school its time we took some time apart. Who knows maybe he'll find the right girl or maybe we'll realizes that we're meant to be. Either way things are never gonna change if we don't give each other space to see what else is out there...

I'm tired so good night.